"I wish that was the truth of it. That Constantine had me patched up out of kindness." Sin drops his eyes and take another, deeper swig.
"For a long time I thought he had. He was all I'd ever known and when you're told often enough that it's the right thing to do, you don't stop to think it might not be. Especially when you're a child."
"I was his pet. I ran errands, messages, smuggled things in and out of the city. He had the doc hook me up with hormone supplements to make me more able to pass as a girl. He used the duality of my body to his advantage. I could drop things off as a girl and pick them up as a boy to throw the police off. And as I neared puberty, more and more I became the payment as well as the message."
"I saw him as my father, my protector. But in truth I was his slave and his whore."
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Date: 2015-07-23 11:56 am (UTC)"For a long time I thought he had. He was all I'd ever known and when you're told often enough that it's the right thing to do, you don't stop to think it might not be. Especially when you're a child."
"I was his pet. I ran errands, messages, smuggled things in and out of the city. He had the doc hook me up with hormone supplements to make me more able to pass as a girl. He used the duality of my body to his advantage. I could drop things off as a girl and pick them up as a boy to throw the police off. And as I neared puberty, more and more I became the payment as well as the message."
"I saw him as my father, my protector. But in truth I was his slave and his whore."